to be or not to be one of them?

I’m one of those girls who love people. Maybe not big crowds but I warm up to them pretty quick. Even though I love hanging out with people I do need my time part from them. I’m not saying I hate them but I use the time to think :p (yes, I think). Other times, all I what is to be with friends and not think about anything. If I pretend to be ok then my friends will think I am, then, just for a little while, I forget I’m not.

I’m not one of those girls who get all depressed over some guy. I will admit that I almost became one of those girls, but luckily I got out of it quick enough. No matter whom they are, boy or girl, I just don’t see the point in trusting them. To say “you are just like the rest of them, no shock there”, maybe me making an excuse for them when they seem to disappoint. For me there are different levels of trust. Although a few of my friends know my darkest secrets, not one knows all of them. I guess I don’t like expressing myself too much but that’s because it’s usually none of your business (O.o). I have second thoughts about so many things because I’m afraid of getting hurt or hurting you.

I’m one of those people who push you away if you’re getting too close. I’m not sure why but I do. Sometimes I pull away for good, sometimes it’s just for a while. Just depends.

I’m not one of those people who get obsessive about anyone, especially about people who I’ll just meet. And I don’t think internet relationships are genuine, they’re creepy. If you have an internet relationship then that’s kind of odd, why not start something with someone real, someone you could see. Once again, creepy and kind of desperate in my opinion.

I’m one of those Asians who, without doubt, has spelling errors (thank god for spell check).I’m usually a bad Asian.. yeah, I can fold pieces of paper, so what? That’s just being stereotypical and that’s a “no no”, as some like to point out.
I’m me and I love being me sometimes =) Most of the time I go with the flow but if I don’t want to do it then I won’t, it’s as easy as that. It's fine with me if I have to stand up for something I believe in, even if I have to stand alone.