crap...i forgot?

It’s only been the first month, in the already very long year, and I’ve already done things I regret. Well… I don’t know if I would use the word regret but I do feel uneasy about my decisions. Should I have done what I did or say what I thought? Most likely not. I've even put things off that would've made this year even more exciting. I have yet to receive my license which I could’ve gotten at the beginning of the year but was too unpracticed to even attempt to get on the bypass.Fml. I had already planned on road trips out of state but I guess I should’ve planned out more practice time with the car. This school year has turned out to be more eventful and secretive than other years. I’m sure that next year will bring more new first and even more shocking secrets.