BooHoo

In the book of life every page has two sides: we human beings fill the upper side with our plans, hopes and wishes, but providence writes on the other side, and what it ordains is seldom our goal.

I’m the kind of girl that when you see me, you see this happy, smiley, Asian girl. Some people think I’m so happy when in reality I just strive for indifference. School life compared to my life is nothing. Everyone has stress from school, it’s nothing new. But no matter where I am, I put on a happy front. I’m not too sure why but it happens. All the things that should get me mad or make me cry, I just hold in and let it go. I rarely have moments where I explode with anger or any kind of emotional out bursts. When you break down and sob because you’re put in an awkward situation or because life isn’t going your way, I find you quite annoying. When I see you crying at the most irrational and random times, I want to tell you to suck it up. I don’t understand when people just blow it off and say, “oh it’s nothing”. I suppose I see it as something bigger and more private. I put on a smile and when others believe I’m ok, for a second I forget I’m not. Life’s hard but you’re not the only one going through the tough times. They may not be the same situations but they’re still obstacles. I think people should think of crying as more of a way to vent then just something to do.