Regret

It’s something that most everyone has. I can say that, for sure, that I’ve had plenty that I regret. But if I didn’t do it in the first place, I’d keep asking myself… What if? Two special words that begin the hours of daydreaming and hesitation. One day I acted on my “what If” and decided to try out at school. Because I didn’t really want the part and didn’t take it too seriously, I was able to have fun and play around with it. Few days later she calls my names for one of the solos. I didn’t want to feel like I had wasted all of her time so I just accepted the part. In the end, I honestly did regret trying out (bad moral)…. It made me feel like I could have gone through those few weeks without being nervous about going on stage. Frankly, I was terrible. It was embarrassing and I don’t plan on doing anymore solos. So the new moral of the story is, trust your gut.