it made all the difference

You know what? School is almost over. So here's what I'm thinking. Let all the bad go so that there's enough for the good and more. Looking back I wished a few things never happened but they did and I can't change them. There's only a year left and they say it's supposed to be the best, the one you don't want to miss. So now, I'm not going to worry about those problems or that awkwardness because there's not enough time and it's not worth it for either of us. I want the rest of my time to be filled with smiles that don't seem to fade and laughs that cause us to gasp for air. With those combined, it will give us the memories that will last for years to come. Who really knows if we'll keep in touch after we've all left Apollo. Years later, we'll look through our yearbooks and wonder where those years have gone but hopefully remember those moments we had. Even if we aren't friends till the end, we don't have to take it in a negative way. We can take it as a new direction.

dog ate it...

People say that they don't care. 95% of the time they do. But it’s the other 5% that needs to be on your mind. Perhaps the events that had taken place didn’t matter. Ever heard of the little boy who cried wolf? Probably not, he’s dead and just like your problems, doesn’t matter because I don’t care. If you’re my friend, I’ll listen. If you’re my friend, you’ll know when to stop. Usually I’m ok with the rants and venting because I do care, but only if I think of you as a friend. If you don’t have it done by the time it’s needed in class, not make a huge scene and freak out like some 4 year old in a grocery store. Need a time out much? Teachers hate it and believe it or not, everyone pretty much does too. The year’s coming to an end and next year we’ll be seniors. Some of us will even spend part of that time taking more advanced courses at the college. It’s time we all took responsibility and punishment like adults. No need for the sass or the panic attacks. All that can really be said is GROW UP.

Fair is foul, and foul is fair

Things may not be what they appear. Some people may be your friend but turn out to be just someone who put up with you. At one point they might have considered you a friend, but some buttons were pushed and lines were crossed. Even to a point where there's no change it. You wouldn't even know how long they've been wanting to push away because you'd be too obsessed with your boyfriend or with your own life to even listen.So now they're gone, and your there. The question that should be floating through your head would be "was I a friend?". Probably not. But now it's too late and things are better off; no regrets. Or maybe a few.