it made all the difference

You know what? School is almost over. So here's what I'm thinking. Let all the bad go so that there's enough for the good and more. Looking back I wished a few things never happened but they did and I can't change them. There's only a year left and they say it's supposed to be the best, the one you don't want to miss. So now, I'm not going to worry about those problems or that awkwardness because there's not enough time and it's not worth it for either of us. I want the rest of my time to be filled with smiles that don't seem to fade and laughs that cause us to gasp for air. With those combined, it will give us the memories that will last for years to come. Who really knows if we'll keep in touch after we've all left Apollo. Years later, we'll look through our yearbooks and wonder where those years have gone but hopefully remember those moments we had. Even if we aren't friends till the end, we don't have to take it in a negative way. We can take it as a new direction.

dog ate it...

People say that they don't care. 95% of the time they do. But it’s the other 5% that needs to be on your mind. Perhaps the events that had taken place didn’t matter. Ever heard of the little boy who cried wolf? Probably not, he’s dead and just like your problems, doesn’t matter because I don’t care. If you’re my friend, I’ll listen. If you’re my friend, you’ll know when to stop. Usually I’m ok with the rants and venting because I do care, but only if I think of you as a friend. If you don’t have it done by the time it’s needed in class, not make a huge scene and freak out like some 4 year old in a grocery store. Need a time out much? Teachers hate it and believe it or not, everyone pretty much does too. The year’s coming to an end and next year we’ll be seniors. Some of us will even spend part of that time taking more advanced courses at the college. It’s time we all took responsibility and punishment like adults. No need for the sass or the panic attacks. All that can really be said is GROW UP.

Fair is foul, and foul is fair

Things may not be what they appear. Some people may be your friend but turn out to be just someone who put up with you. At one point they might have considered you a friend, but some buttons were pushed and lines were crossed. Even to a point where there's no change it. You wouldn't even know how long they've been wanting to push away because you'd be too obsessed with your boyfriend or with your own life to even listen.So now they're gone, and your there. The question that should be floating through your head would be "was I a friend?". Probably not. But now it's too late and things are better off; no regrets. Or maybe a few.

P.E.T.A

Many people believe the people from PETA are quite crazy. I agree, they are. But behind every crazy idea, there's some kind of solid foundation. All the animals are being tortured, killed, tested on and etc. Things may not appear to be as bad as you think but after you see their video on how the animals are treated, you tend to give them a second thought... Dogs are thrown on the ground and skinned alive. Cats are taken from homes, gassed, then pumped with formaldehyde. I know i wont become as crazed and passionate about this as the PETA members are, but i do believe something should be done. Even something as positive as the circus abuses animals (ask steve-o). Even if it's just everyday life, remember, "in silence they suffer, in loneliness they die"...

1, 2, 3, jump

Everyone gets those twists and turns with confronting something that makes them feel uneasy. From pressure to butterflies, anything really. Prom's coming up and i'm just wishing there's no rain. Hoping it'll be a good day that won't have much falling or crying (from other people at least). Everyday is about taking chances and hoping you don't fall with everything else around you. Excel in everything you do, and maybe (just maybe..) you won't regret anything... that day.

P.S. I just saw the smallest NEMO ever... too cute... i want

knock knock

A joke is only a joke till a certain point. Taking even just one step farther could change the mood drastically. With that moment ruined it could also ruin their thought of you. There's no need for the nudge off the deep end. If at that point they still talk to you, they might even have a grudge against you for the rest of the time they know you. Pull it back, and take a breath. If you don't, i might have to stab you.

did i do that?

this week has been way too hectic. from losing my textbook and glasses case to finding them but losing my glasses case that very same day. then losing my wallet and finding it the next day after canceling my accounts and credit cards. Oh and i can't forget that i forgot my text books just siting out in the hallway. pretty sure i need something to help me remember better. Why is this week so full of losing everything?